damn.

the moment i walked through the school gates, i heard some news which i KNEW WAS COMING.

it was only alice looking so shocked about it.

she was so disappointed.

i saw it coming but i tried telling myself to trust her.

what happened yesterday or whatever, ALL LIES.

i can't believe she is so two-faced!

omgoshh.

when i asked her why is she so two-faced, she got so frustrated and started scolding me instead.

whatthehell.

alice hates her more than i do right now cos she SO DIDN'T SEE THIS COMING AND TRUSTED HER LIKE SHEATT.

BUT, FOR ME, I KNEW THIS WAS COMING.

SO, I DIDN'T REALLY TAKE IT TO HEART.

oh well.

i wrote a 2 page long letter to the friend that i had a misunderstanding with.

whether or not she reads it, whether or not she cares, it doesn't matter.

i did my part.

i'm not saying that i take all the blame for this matter.

no way.

she was in the wrong as well.

whatever happens, what i needed to do, i did.

the rest, leave it to where it'll take us to.

as for him, NO IDEA.

i'm trying.

life's always damn tough for me.

problems after problems after problems.

just when one is settled, another pops up.

it's NEVER ENDING FOR CHRIST'S SAKE.

argh.

it's like, the happy times come after 2 months of suffering and lasts only for 2 weeks.

then, it's suffering time again.

fuck.

this is seriously fucked.

is it so damn hard to have a happy life?

i thought that this was it.

i thought this was the big break.

finally, all my close friends are at the closest.

the guy is there for me and progressing well.

i got 8th in class.

not having family issues either.

everything was fine.

but, in this few days, hell breaks loose again.

this is some seriously fucked shit.

hopefully, the rest of the day will take a better turn.

keep updated.