my caffeine

oh myyy.

2009-02-01T21:04:00.002+08:00

hey there peeps.

i know it's been a while since i updated.

it's cos i've been getting my ass busy with hell lots of things.

with my phone having half a black screen.

to getting a new touch screen phone.

to celebrating my boy's birthday.

to going back to ipoh for cny.

to chilling with friends, family and lover.

to bathing my hamsters.

to shopping.

to everything i've been doing this month which kept me away from this lil site. ;P

plenty of pictures coming in later. :)

till then.

LOVE STORY- makes me cry. :')

2009-01-11T17:48:00.003+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony of summer air

See the lights, See the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

You say hello

Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be aloneI'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real,

Don't be afraid

We'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head, I don't know what to think

He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

new craze : love story by taylor swift.

after my boy kept playing this song, it got in my head and the video is soooo sweet. :')

enjoy.

week 1's summary. :P

2009-01-11T16:16:00.003+08:00

hey thereeeee! :)

today's finally a sunday after a long week of waking up early, as early as 6 am.

practically earlier than secondary school, for me. -.-

well, the week has passed by, with mixed emotions.

shyness - meeting new people.

comfort - getting comfy with new friends. :)

happiness & laughter - talent time was really funy. haha. talent for humour, i tell you. LOL

excitement - attending orientation and the treasure hunt. :D

love - my love and my 6th month anniversary. <33>

anger - well, we argued few days before it. LOL (which couple don't argue laaaaa? means, got problem already.)

sadness - cos i cried when we argued. :(

disgusted - i had to bathe my baby darling hamsters earlier this morning. oh daymm. i had those chocolate looking, slimey, gooey, shit all over my hands when i had to wash their cages, since my new maid ain't here yet. *pukes*

exhaustion - long days at college is killing.

nervousness - going up in front of 200+ people i met for 4 days, for talent time. O.O

well, i think that is about it.

crazy ass week, man.
haha.

off to do my first assignment now. :)

oh yeah. i forgot to do some comparison, between taylor's and metropolitan, our neighbouring college.

taylor's has 200+ students taking business foundation for january intake, whereas metropolitan has only a mere 50++.

taylor's has 7 classes, whereas metropolitan has 3 classes, for business foundation.

taylor's first class are for the students who did best, whereas, metropolitan's first class are for those who failed english. -.- wth.

taylor's has 3 buildings, and a special building for business students itself, whereas, metropolitan's looks just like a secondary school. -.-

so, ahem, dear ones, which would you go to? :)

HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, LOVE. :))

2009-01-11T00:09:00.003+08:00

there's the picture of the amount of people parading their clothes on 'business wear' day. :)

there were a few that really looked good in business wear, guy or girl.

every team had to send a pair up there.

well, i didn't want to cos i wasn't dressed as well as those that were being sent up on that day.

i just wore a long sleeve, red striped shirt with slacks. O.O

no coat, nothing much of business like.

you know what was the prize?

pens. taylor's pens. -.-

and the people that went up there got humiliated cos they were like some weak kitten left there for people to comment and stare at.

luckily, i was blessed without that fate. :))

CHAN BOON KEAT!!

i saw this car parked along subang.
wow. O.O

one more thing, i after the test on monday, we had our results back.

i got into group 1.1, the first class. ;)

ngehhh. happiness.

also, today is the 6th month anniversary with my boy! :D

another thing worth celebrating.

we went out for the whole day today and caught a movie, 'bedtime stories'.

not bad. i loveeee BUGSY!!

i cannot find the pictures though. arghhh.

but, it was super cute.

unbarable.

anyways, HAPPY 6TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, LOVE!!

i miss you lots, adrian. :))

goodnight. :P

after a longggg pause. :)

2009-01-06T22:29:00.004+08:00

yeapp, peeps.

that's where i'll be schooling for the next year. :)

before we all shift to the new lakeside campus next year for our degree program.

woah. that new campus is some sexy shit, i tell you. ;P

anyways, back to the topic.

college life, well, haven't really begun it yet.

but, the first two days, it's pretty good. :)

it's taking it's time to slowly generate the positive vibes out of those gloomy days of lectures.

i started my first lecture today.

it was business mathematics.

well, it's sorta a mixture of mod maths and add maths as well. :/

add maths is bad news, i tell ya.

well, as usual, it was a bloody awkward moment yesterday during our first day of orientation.

cos, everyone, well, pretty much didn't know everyone.

as the second day, today, came by, everyone seemed to have warmed up, and actually getting chatty. ;)

it's a good thing.

i met these few friends for the past two days, which are in the same group as i am at the moment for the few days of group activities during orientation week.

pui yee, jasmine, yiun teng, von ding, JJ, poon, chee leong and sang.

well, a familiar name might pop up.

CHAN BOON KEAT a.k.a BOONY!

OMG LA. LOL.

such a coincidence to meet him there!

today was pretty fun cos we had this treasure hunt thing.

we had to run from TUCMC (Taylor's University College Main Campus) , to TBS (Taylor's Business School to those wondering what it is.) and ADP building (American Degree Transfer Program).

it was INSANE, i give you that.

imagine, almost 200 college students, clad in the classic red and black taylors shirt, tryin to fit in the lift. =.=

some, decided to run up 6 floors via the stairs.

some, decided to just chill down there.

as for my group, we split.

the boys, went to the ADP building whereas us, girls, went to TBS.

well, we missed a damn clue.

which, made us lose in the end.

gahh.

well, we weren't the only team okay.

there's 14 teams.

well, i saw quite a few of familiar faces there as well.

some, unexpected.

we even have dress codes for orientation week.

tomorrow, we're all wearing business wear.

let's see how it'll turn out like. ;)

i might be able to snap some photos of the day.

damn it. i dropped my phone two days ago.

can't see half of the screen. >.<

but, i guess i can still take some shots.

so, for now, that's the latest update. :)

will update soon!

to all my good friends who are not with me, at TBS or even at TUCMC, just to let you know, it's been a while.

and, i do miss the times we shared together dearly.

it's been really great having you guys around and i do hope that it will always remain that way. :)

all the best for college goers, and ENJOY LIFE to those chilling at home, which plan to attend later intakes.

goodnight. :D

happy new year! :D

2009-01-01T02:40:00.022+08:00

first, i would like to say that 2008 was some kick ass year. :)

in good terms, and also in bad.

break ups, broken relationships, damn dramas, birth of new relationships, and special bonding with new friends. :)

the wars of exams, the crash courses of studies, the endless tuitions, the money making businesses, the boozes, and every single second of 2008 has been an experience to me. :)

there are regrets, but, that is part and parcel of life, ain't it?

well, in this really long blog, i would like to wave goodbye to 2008 and usher in 2009.

it has been a wonderful year with everyone around me.

friend or foe, enemy or lovers, without you, 2008 just wouldn't be what it is right now.

we may have been immature throughout the years, but, we're grown ups now. :)

we're college students and we're starting a new life.

to me, i've buried the past.

i'm not saying that i'm admitting to every single thing or arguement this year was my fault.

i just, got enough of it.

i'm not gonna carry this burden through my hopefully blissful college life. :)

with all sincerity, i would like to apologise for the things which hurt people, if it really was my fault.

and to those who are still my enemies now, it's all up to you.

the five years in smkbud(4) has been a rollercoaster ride for me.

to everyone in my life, friend or foe, happy new year. :)

new year's resolution : have a life with love, money, education *ahem, yes, i'm gonna get it*, pleasures, and happiness.

here, i've spent over an hour preparing the best and most memorable moments of 2008.

there's plenty more, but, i can't post up every single one of them.

so, these are random picks of 'em.

it brings a smile to my face. :)

enjoy.

on the way to prom.

nearly worked here.

basketball court near lucas's place where norman, lucas and my boy were playing at 10+ at night.

alice and i were just chilling by the side.

and here are the pictures from the new year celebration at curve. :)

chiun nien was my target for smiley foam making. :)

xx

*taken post celebration*
lastly, my love, adrian and i, would like to sincerely wish everyone reading this blog and in our lives, a very, very happy new year. :)

xx.

2008-12-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

his infamous fall. lol.

woooo.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT.

i'm currently watching the world super series for badminton.

not that i watch it very often.

but, woahh. koo kien keat is awesome, i tell you.

go, KKK! :D

he fell down and he was still defending.

whatthehell man.

apparently, he always falls. O.O

he was hitting it 4 more times before he stood up.

DAMN CHILLING WEI! LOL.

badminton also can sit and play one.

he seemed so calm some more. :)

KKK and TAN BOON HEONG are currenrtly against the koreans.

KKK all the way!

2008-12-19T03:24:00.002+08:00

based on the date at the bottom, that states that, i watched yes man on it's release date.

oh wow.

i'm getting lucky when it comes to watching movies in theaters.

always watching it on the release dates without even knowing it and without even lining up for it. :D

went and watch it with alice.

i was doing some job hunting today.

a lil late, i know.

BUT, alice and i got so motivated when we met maisa and p square working today.

there were lots of other people working at ou actually.

i already got a choice of zara, guess kids and jaspal.

but, when i came home, disappointment.

my parents slammed at that idea of me working.

they said they rather give me the money which i'm gonna earn without working from 10-7 in ou. =.=

how supportive.

i wanted an experience maaaaa.

OH WELL.

the bright side about this is that i don't have to work that hard to get the money and that i get to spend time with my boy as well, rather than using that remaining holiday time to work.

the down side, is that, i feel guilt gushing through my veins when i just open my palms and ask for a whole lot of money just like that from my parents. :(

sighh.

i'm looking forward to college though.

it begins on the 5th of jan. :))

fresh start, i hope.

meet new people.

start a new life.

nothing else all that great with life lately.

just, very plain and bland.

sleeping at 4 and waking up at 4.

goshh.

oh well. nighties peeps. :)

restless. the beginning of an ending.

2008-12-17T00:24:00.003+08:00

well, as the title states, yes, i'm damn restless.

i've no idea why.

for the past couple of days, after prom, i haven't smiled more than 20 times.

it's just been boring lately.

i guess what my parents said about me going to march intake is too long a break, is right.

it's not even a month since i finished my SPM and i'm dying of boredom.

i'm not allowed to work, and, i've already registered myself at this college in subang.

don't wanna say it out just yet.

avoid controversy.

my heart has also been pretty restless.

in malay, resah.

in canto, sum honn.

sighh.

don't know why la.

hormones, maybe.

prom was, alright.

people complaining and stuff.

but, to me, well, not as great as expected.

but, ain't all that bad either.

ended, badly for me though.

argh.

don't ask.

life's been so bland.

need to get something to do.

i've been sleeping late, waking up late, watching moonlight resonance, again.

doing nothing else.

SOMEONE, FIND ME SOMETHING TO DO LAAAAA!!

life has taken an overturn for me.

tough, i would say.

as, whatever i do, i look at my ring, and all the memories flashback like a slideshow.

making me emo.

no no, don't misunderstand, i'm still with him.

just, complicated.

i do miss you.

nights.

happy 5th month anniversary, sweetheart! :DD

2008-12-10T23:18:00.010+08:00

we decided to go to pyramid on our 5th month anni. :)

started off a lil late today cos of some problems and ended up reaching home at 9 plus, cos of some car issues as well.

we watched bolt today.

quite funny.

i love rhino the hamster. LOL.

SO DAMN ADORABLE, I TELL YOU.

unbelievable.

and bolt when he was a puppy.

awwww. uber cute-ness! :DD

we went to devi's to makan our dinner. :)

not bad not bad.

rather than the expensive places, it's pretty well worth it. :)sorry, baby.

but, you still look hot to me, although halved. :)

had some falsies on. ;))
trying for the first time.

also, some pics that i haven't been uploading for agesssss.

will never be forgotten.

curve's display for christmas. :)

was with daddy.

go figure. :)
i was getting 1.50, suddenly, whatthehell was that??
lol.

this lady selling bubble tea at summit was real nice. :)
she kept talking to us and gave us extra of those chewy, black thingy as well.
i like her. :)

right outside my place after a day out.

RHINO!
rawr!! xD

ou's display.
took this when i went shopping with alice.

bobby by my dad's car in ipoh.

even my grandma enjoyed stroking the teddy my boy gave me.
lol. on the way to ipoh.
boring days.
WARNING : NEVER GO SHOPPING IN IPOH! LALA ALERT!
everywhere is filled with lala purchases.

my grandma, my mum and i went to ikea the other day.
i was there to, well, carry stuff. -.-
they went into some flower frenzy and was taking agesss to choose the right one.

pinkish-white rose.

beautiful. :)

reddish-fuschia rose.

dark pink daisies.

notice the twin? haha.

2 flowers grew from the same branch.

plants get twins too, eh. haha.

once again, happy 5th month anniversary, baby. :))

i will always love you, yap. <33

nighties. xx

2008-12-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

went to watch transporter 3 with my boy today.

apparently, today was opening day?

i didn't even know that.

it was awesome just like the previous 2 transporter movies.

wooo.

sexy show, peeps. :D

took some pictures lately, but, too lazy to upload it.

will do it in a couple of days. :)

sexiest poster.

i'll be going to ipoh over the weekend.
nothing to do.
play with the dog, shop at lala shops, watch national geographic and play computer games?
goshh.
how can i survive the painful, dreadful days.
sighh.

to be continued...

2008-12-02T23:15:00.003+08:00

in my opinion, i think that girl which is dating after eva longoria dies, is a bitch.
whatthehell man.
lie until like that to get a guy.
PLUS, SHE'S NOT ALL THAT GOOD LOOKING COMPARED TO EVA.
the guy's blind, man.
i pity eva. :(
gahh.
not a good day.
been so bored lately.
but, tomorrow, ngeh.
my boy's final paper, and, we're gonna go out immediately! :D
nighties.

2008-11-30T20:51:00.003+08:00

okay, a bit outdated.

but, at least i finally got to watch them. :)

not bad not bad.

if you did not notice, which i did, cos i watched both shows within 2 days, the bitchy girl from house bunny is one of the sluts that sleeps with patrick dempsey in made of honor. o.O

i was like, "eh. why so familiar??"

anyways, i got a new notebook skin. :)

well, i like it.

okay. i suck in sticking edges. :/

can't be helped.

gahh. so full now.

gonna webbie with love. :)

nighties.

2008-11-28T22:53:00.002+08:00

aww. my boy while waiting for me to shop.

lol.

too tired till need to sit on a kiddie chair some more.

my class which i sat for my SPM for was right next to his.

my mates and i always goes there to study before the papers. :)

cos, the invigilators didn't allow us to go in before the papers, for some reason.

but, some of them were really nice. :)

some were just being asses and lan c there.

where we studied before the papers during the whole period of SPM.

memories sake. :)

our class for the whole 3 weeks.
i'm seated right in the front, right in front of the teacher's table. -.-
can you see where's the teacher standing, yeah, right behind her butt there.

5 years, babe, it has been a long journey. :')

right before our paper.

the corridors of our school where it used to be filled with people.

after our EST 1, THEY WERE ALL STILL DISCUSSING IT.
i was so free, chilling there, took a picture of it happening. lol.
theesy was so damn worried cos he had 5 mistakes. =.=
ONLY.

after we went to ikano for lunch, we came back and once again, everyone got scared of the paper2.
i was once again, chilling there, snapping a stillshot of the scene.

view from where we were.

the whole of form5's gather here before we enter every paper.

AFTER WE SAT FOR OUR EST2 WHICH WAS OUR FINAL PAPER,

WE ALL SCREAMED IN EXCITEMENT!! :DDD

my mates and i walked over to ou for our movie whereas theesy had to go meet his austrian friends. -.-

hot chic wor, he said.

running across the road like some chickens.

crossing the road also i chilling there can take picture when there was a car like, what, 2 metres away, still rolling it's wheels towards us? O.o

awesome cast.

don't really like bella though.

she has issues, somehow.

so, tomboy-ish.

wooo. heroic-nya.

zu.

alice.

p square.

CAUGHT IN ACTION! LOL. xD

don't kill me, you two!

kay la kay la.

i got also la.

alice messaging her mum, zu messaging......*no idea*, p square, busy with her hair, again.

if you didn't notice, scroll back up to see the picture where they were studying for EST2, ALSO BUSY WITH HER HAIR ONE. ;P

we played emo too. lol.

i kinda ruined it by smiling. :/

too happy that it's all over already.

gahh.

leg muscles aching. T.T

goodnight.

p/s keep it going, arts' students. :D

2008-11-27T00:33:00.005+08:00

i just finished watching tropic thunder!

well, it's alright la.

managed to fill my time.

a few funny scenes. :D

i like it when jack black makes a funny.

i really kept rewinding and playing over and over again.

don't bother clicking.

that's how tom cruise looks like in the show.

all his junk all over the place.

HE WAS DANCING TO LOW! :O

gonna talk to boyfriend now. :)

goodnight.

2008-11-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

gahhhhhh...

i'm bored!

such a bland day. :/

i can't wait for tomorrow.

at least there's something to do.

maybe i should go watch tropic thunder now.

yeah.

i should.

tomorrow's EST.

FINALLY GET IT OVER WITH.

will be watching twilight tomorrow. :))

zu wanted to watch it.

so, all of us follow only la. :)

see what the whole craze-about-edward-cullen is all about.

it seems like it's every girl's dream to own a man like edward cullen.

geez.

fantasy, people.

fantasy.

2008-11-25T20:11:00.006+08:00

after DAYYYYYSSSS of CONSTANT SUFFERING, IT HAS COME TO AN END! :DDD

wooooo!

happiness showers upon me. :)

after days of unhappiness and unsatisfaction, today, i really enjoyed it out to the max. x)

i went shopping with my boy right after school, and......

*drum rolls*

i was choosing between......

this, (too purple for my liking. and the fish nets? o.O)

or maybe this. (nahh. too white. looks like school shoes.)

but, ended up with......

THIS! WOHOHOOOOO!

JOY. :D

my brand new nikes', baybehh! :DDDDD

as long as i love it.

one man's food is another man's poison.

my liking might not be yours.

oh well.

okay, it might not look that nice in a picture, but, in real life, it plasters a smile across my face. :D

i also got a bag which multi-purposes' as a clutch and a hand bag. ;P

you shall see it in pictures when i go out with my boy or my mates soon enough. :)

i got my boy an early christmas present. :) (since he liked what we saw today.)

it's a shirt that says, "looking for little miss naughty."

maybe, some of you remember, i have this shirt that writes, "little miss naughty". ;)

FLASHBACK.

also, it was baby jayden's full moon a couple of days ago. :)

his mummy sent over some full moon goodies.

take a peek at what was inside!

CUPPACAKES!

IT WAS SOOOOO YUMM! :D

and, speaking of cuteness, this is uber cuteness!! x))

baby jay. :)

adorable lil munchkin.

AS FOR PHYSICS PAPER,

well, not sure what will turn out of it.

actually, SPM, i did everything la.

but, the only problem is whether it's correct, or not.

OH WELL.

we'll come to know about it in march next year.

i'm gonna go online shopping now. ;P
haven't got enough for the day.
toodles and cheers! :)

chilled.

2008-11-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

after taking a breather, i started to cool off.

sighh.

no point yelling and cursing eh.

i can't change no shits.

i shall just plan on my shopping tomorrow! :D

i cannot waitttt....!!

woohooo.

oh no. baby still got exams. :(

till DEC 3RD.

then, we orgy together with my gang. :D

woohoo.

i feel so lazy laaaa.

tomorrow's physics.

i saw this video on the king tut thing from egypt.

random, i know.

but, hey, can get interesting sometimes. :)

*waves*

2008-11-24T18:28:00.002+08:00

somebody, PLEASE HELP ME GET OVER IT!

THE BLOODY BIO REALLY KILLED ME.

all the papers were fine.......UNTIL PAPER 3.

FUCKER, GO SET THESE KIND OF CON JOB QUESTIONS.

THE BLOODY GRID THING LA.

made me LOSE SO MANY MARKS!!

ARGHHH!

I'M SO FUCKING PISSED!

suddenly come out of the hall and found out, whatthehell, not 2 and 9.

shit man.

i stunned kau there.

i was like, "whatthefuck you talking?? not 2 and 9 then what?!"

apparently, it's a larger number.

zu and i were in immediate depression.

shit la.

some more, MUST ASK SO MANY TIMES TO WRITE THE CALCULATION STUFF.

ALL 3 DAMN MARKS SOME MORE!

shit la.

die la die la.

pray hard till my pants fall off la.

self comforting la, zu and i.

sigh.

emo. :(

2008-11-23T20:58:00.002+08:00

tomorrow's biology la, dammit.

arghh.

i'm sooo in the holiday mood right now, i don't give two shits.

but, i can't!

i gotta sleep now.

gotta wake up later tonight.

oh mann.

2008-11-22T12:47:00.003+08:00

oh dear, oh my.

what is going on with the americans.

they name their son BRONX MOWGLI?

yepp.

that's what ashlee simpson-wentz and pete wentz named their baby boy which was delivered on thursday.

pete wentz said that he named their son BRONX MOWGLI because if he wanted to be a rocker, or a senate, he can go both ways.

goshh.

senate named bronx mowgli?

sounds more like the kid from jungle book. O.O

anyways, moving on.

i didn't get a chance to blog yesterday.

bio and physics is coming.

it ain't that bad as compared to chem and add maths, but, still ain't all that great either.

i can't wait for......something. :)

it's a surprise that it'll keep you guys waiting, if you're interested.

it'll happen soon.

within a month or so.

oh yess. i forgotten one thing.

friendship, huh.

i had this good friend of mine, of three years or so.

he somehow, got together with this girl and now, has decided to let go of this friendship.

he has forgotten all those things that he has said to me, i guess.

do YOU remember?

i was online yesterday and so was he, it's rare for the occurence of both of us to be online at the same time.

it never happened for more than 10 times.

well, he didn't even bother to say hi, and also, he has stopped calling.

he used to call, like, a couple of times a month to be updated as great friends.

he even told me that he really appreciated this friendship we share and don't want anything to come in the way of it.

this is not the first time that he has a girlfriend and end up neglecting this friendship.

but, i guess, this is just one of those disappointments in life.

it really disappointed me last night.

the worse part was, his nickname was, "she's so sweeeeeeeet. <33"

yess, i am happy for you, buddy.

but, you just left our friendship like that.

i have my boyfriend too.

but, i don't neglect our friendship.

i called you, you just didn't care.

such a disappointment.

sighh.

i miss you, buddy.

i can't wait to go out laaaaaa!

urgh.

the anxiety kills me.

especially now, when, ngeh ngeh ngeh.

i got my cash, it's time for.....MEGA SHOPPING!!

woooooo!

yeshh. SPM is ending for me in a week.

thank god it's finally over.

all the best for the remaining part of the battle. :))

i miss you, baby. :(

notebook sold.

2008-11-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

my notebook is sold. :)

celebration!

here are more pictures of it before it's passed to a new pair of hands.

transitions will be made tomorrow at about 4.

do excuse the blur pictures.

the side.

check out the orange thingy.

yes, it's THAT light to be able to hold it that way, tilted.

the difference in size between that mini with my notebook.

the 100th post. :D

2008-11-19T18:50:00.002+08:00

yupp, the 100th post! :DD

anyways, i wanted to blog about my additional mathematics paper yesterday.

but, i was too tired. :/

straight k.o there on my bed straight till morning.

my additional mathematics paper yesterday, wasn't as bad as i assumed it to be.

paper1 was alright.

paper2 was a lil tougher.

as for moral, i didn't really care much about it.

i was just chilling there. lol.

i cared more about additional mathematics as compared to moral.

i was studying add maths like crazy for the past few days and just left moral alone.

whereas, my friends were studying moral and didn't care about additional mathematics.

ahhh. they'll get A for it.

it doesn't matter for me if i get B for moral.

i just wanted to do alright for additional mathematics. :)

chemistry is tomorrow.

GAHHHHH!

SUICIDAL.

i better get off to it now. :)

toodles.

2008-11-17T20:20:00.002+08:00

i watched burn after reading last night and it was quite stupid.

meaning, it can be funny and also there's no story line as well.

it's all about this person spying on this person and another person spying on another person.

this person cheating on this person and another person cheating on another person.

but, in the end, a few people die just cos of some fugly woman wanting to undergo 4 different cosmetic surgeries.

inclusive of a boob job. -.-

george clooney acts as a sex addict.

brad pitt as some male dumb blonde which is the funniest guy in this show, i would say.

george clooney is just plain jerky. hmphh.

as for john malkovich, he's just idiotic.

everything also, "what the fuck? fucker! fuck".

the whole show, is just like that.

there's one part which i think was damn funny.

it was when george clooney invented this machine where you can masturbate which consists of a chair and a dildo.

it works like, you rock the chair, and the dildo will move up and down while the chair rocks.

LMAO.

ohmygod la.

i was watching it with my mum. O.O

awkward-ness.

but, i couldn't help but laugh-out-loud.

i wouldn't say it was a great show.

but, if you want to watch for the sake of filling time, go ahead. :)

didn't know he has comedic talent.

sooooooo funny and charming in this show.

he works at HARD BODIES.

LMAO. what a name.

scribbles between my darling boy and i after his science paper. :)

i miss you, baby. <33

tomorrow's the additional mathematics and moral paper!

all the best. :)

early morning blues

2008-11-16T11:25:00.004+08:00

as i was enjoying my koko krunch for my breakfast, i was watching this pupcam.

awww. it's a live cam where they place 6 lil pups in a room and there's a live cam there for the world to see their cuteness. ;)

the link to it is,
http://cdn1.ustream.tv/swf/4/viewer.49.swf?cid=317016

i took a picture of them.

but, before that, there's that random frog soft toy sitting on my reclining chair.

pupcam! :D

i started to browse through my old pictures and i found these few which were taken a couple of months back.

i think i was too lazy to upload it then.

soooo many candid.

my hand, theesy's sluttylicious look, pp, stone. O.O

i had to edit this cosss..... my uniform was kind of, transparent. O.O
but, look at theesy. LMAO.
i was just a passer by.

once again, getting back to MORE additional mathematics.
i tell you, if the hard paper comes out this year and i spent so damn much time on add maths and end up leaving the paper blank, i'm gonna cry my eye balls out.
gahh.
pray hard.
eyy, don't curse me, form5s, you'll be facing the same paper as well. :P

to those who's gonna sit for the paper tomorrow, science and bible knowledge, as far as i know, all the best! :)

all the best baby for your science. i know you can do it. mwahxx. <33

alice, wooooo. all the best, woman, for your bible knowledge.

terrylicious's exam day. :/

2008-11-15T19:46:00.006+08:00

alice and i went for terry's test today.

damn.

it's impossible SPM will ever come out with such a hard paper la, terry.

he happily eating 'chap fan' (mixed rice to those pure bananas) and smiling there when everyone went scolding him after the paper.

goshh.

paper1 was tough, paper2 was WORSE.

it was IMPOSSIBLE to do.

no wonder he called it, "a surprise". -.-

con people.

urghh.

hyper baby.

alice and i decided to spend more time during the break just chilling although the second paper has started cos after what we went through in the first paper, we knew it was impossible to pass, and also, we knew we didn't need that whole 2 and a half hours to prove it.

we weren't gonna spend the whole 2 and a half to do the paper anyway.

too tough to do. :(

so, we decided to waste more time relaxing and walking around clad in THE SAME SHIRT fyi.

so happen, we wore the same shirt we both got on the same day.

he was so tickled when i tickled his feet.

awww. :DDD

lol. did i mention, he kissed me with his fully salivated lips?

eeeeeee. you have NO IDEA.

i'm not saying it's an all bad thing.

i mean, what the heck, he's a baby.

but, nevertheless, he's uber adorable. :)

i don't know why this made me laugh like crazy.

especially when alice said, "oh maynn. per-so-lekk-an dann keh-reen-ting ramm-butt."

okay well. maybe i exaggerated a lil'...... :)

maybe cos we knew we did badly and was just self-comforting. :/

see that fatty?

that's my lil fur ball. :))

she has grown MUUCCCHH bigger after a couple of months.

i caught her indulging in her early dinner today.

she practically dived into her food bowl.

lol. awwww. :))

my little baby.

i couldn't get a clear picture of hammie though. :/

she kept running around.

anyways, i'm gonna get back to my dearest additional mathematics. *grunts and sulks*

while enjoying my warm cup of malty horlicks. :)

cheers. x)

too tired. :(

2008-11-14T22:18:00.002+08:00

i was doing add maths a couple of minutes ago and i got lazy.

arghh. i've no idea why.

i'm feeling tired too. :(

i didn't know how to do 2 questions.

so, my dad's trying to do it now, while i blog.

lol. he's gonna start yelling at me soon.

but, i really am feeling lazy today.

don't know why.

lethargic, fatigue.

you name it.

sighh.

my lids are closing.

blinking slowlyyy...........

zzzzzz.

goodnight. :)

the battle gone wrong.

2008-11-14T13:53:00.000+08:00

i didn't get a chance to blog bout the second day of SPM or the third.

now, on the fourth day, which i have no papers, i got a chance to.

the second day was english and sejarah paper 2.

the third was maths 1 and 2.

let's start with th 2nd day.

english, well, it's english.

i wrote about the perfect husband and wife thing.

i started it like this,

"My perfect spouse. Billions of people, men and women have prayed, wished and hoped to find that perfect spouse. Many have gone to extreme lengths. Some, was the third party and got all involved in a love triangle and what not. Some, claim they found the perfect spouse, read their vows and ended up looking for a lawyer to file for their divorce a couple of years later. Exactly, what is the perfect spouse?"

something like that was written in my introduction.

well, hope for the best. :)

sejarah paper2.

*gulps*

NO IDEA what will come out of it.

i didn't leave any blanks but i did fire my bullets a lot.

OH WELL.

third day.

paper1 was fine.

at least i didn't tembak anything la.

but, i got like, one mistake so far.

SO FAR.

paper2, ohmygoddd.

i don't know why i was panic-ing so much, i was left in despair.

i panicked till i couldn't do shits man.

i only left a few sub-units blank.

but, i've no idea what the rest is going to come out like.

gahh.

i admitted i weeped like a little baby after the exams.

when everyone was going home, i walked to an empty class with my boy and cried a river.

he just held me tightly comforting me.

i felt like a baby. :/

goshh.

i was even talking through my tears which i doubted he understood cos i was practically mumbling like this,

"ayemm so ubzett. aye cant beelif that maths azo i cant doo. iytt was so hard, baybee. *cries uncontrollably* how? what am i to do now? i studied so hard the night before *sniffs* and now i can't even do it. i'm so scayerred."

O.O i know.

don't say a word. i know, really.

sighh. oh well.

i got over it and he drove me home.

the night before we sat for the maths paper, he came over to my place at 11 plus to learn earth as a sphere with my dad.

he stayed over and we were studying downstairs till 5.10 in the morning.

we slept on the two reclining chairs till sunrise.

and, we took off for school, all happy and confident.

whatthehell happened, i've no idea.

i didn't leave much empty.

but, i have a bad feeling about it.

hopefully, it's just thinking too much. :/

keep fighting this battle, high school leavers.

we're half way there.

as for another case, all the best primary school leavers.

you're getting your results today.

ngekk.

UPSR.

THOSE WERE THE DAYS.

sighh.

i remember i got straight A's then.

was i a nerd or what.

then, PMR came by.

3. =.=

was i lazy or what.

what is SPM going to be?

GOD KNOWS.

update update. :)

first day of SPM.

2008-11-12T03:33:00.000+08:00

woahh.

the first day itself left me hanging on a thin thread already. :/

all the tips that was predicted, NONE CAME OUT.

(well, a lil bit la....)

apparently, the governement decided to come out with the second set.

so, i suppose, all the sources of tips predicted the first set, and all of us got screwed. =.=

man, BM, everyone predicted pelancongan and sukan.

YES! sukan came out.

BUT, the type we studied, was waaaayyyyy different from the one that came out.

in the end, not one of my friends did sukan. =.=

most of us did the nyamuk aedes thing.

gahhh. wrote a whole lot of shits there.

alice, pp, kah kit, my boy and i went to starbucks during the hour plus break to cramp all the malay literature tips we knew.

@%$#%#$^%$#!^&*#$%&*

bloody hell.

come out LATAR MASYARAKAT.

asking for ONE latar masyarakat, put PERSAMAAN DAN PERBEZAAN.

8 MARKS SOME MORE.

i looked around, i saw everyone stoning. lol

woahhh. i stone there for quite some time. O.O

in the end, i put, "orang melayu"

*dies*

arghhhh. it's 3.40 am now.

sejarah in a few hours.

paper 2.

sejarah is suicide.

the objective yesterday, i fired my gun more than 30 times.

*cries*

i don't want to possibly imagine what's going to happen when there's no choice of answers today. T.T

i know my friends have been studying.

boohooooo. luckily, today is also english. :DD

that cheers me up wayyyyy more. :)))

lol. anyways, spending too much time here already.

gotta catch up on my last minute cramping of sejarah!

GAMBATEH! (or however you supposingly spell it)

i think the 2 packets of coffee is taking effect on my system.

i'm feeling hyper.

orgy man.

*screams for help*

help me! :(

2008-11-11T01:48:00.000+08:00

my boy and i celebrated our 4th month anni today. :D

we went for lunch together and he dropped me home after school.

we went to starbucks later in the night to spend the hours together enjoying a toffee nut frap AND studying. ;)

hah. anyways, happy 4th month anni, baby. :))

i love you more than anything and anyone.

no matter what, i'll always, always love you, adrian yap kee wing! <33

loads of hugs and kisses. xoxo

as i was saying, we were in school doing all those stuffs we needed to settle before our big test tomorrow.
i was SO bored at the taklimat, i had to do something.

behind me.

in front of me.

gosh. i WAS bored.

also, while studying with baby, i found this in the malay book.

damn. tongue twister! O.O

my winning streak. ngeh. ;P

woooo.

so free right?

can play solitaire when SPM's tomorrow. -.-

there. after days of being too lazy to upload the pics of the new notebook which i won, here it is. :)

it's really mini.

retailing at 900.

negotiable.

do contact if interested.

i'm emo.

i'm depressed.

now's 2.11 am.

i'm online, blogging.

test starts at 8, i think. o.O

i haven't started.

not sleeping at all.

to all SPM students, our war begins tomorrow.

buckle up, fight this, head on.

don't worry, there's 440,000 of us.

in a couple of weeks, we'll fly like birds, jump like monkeys and sleep like pigs.

but for now, bury your nose in your books.

it's tough shits, i know.

but, it's the way of life.

all the best! :)

what you reap, is what you sow.

the best drama series

2008-11-09T21:47:00.000+08:00

i thought heart of greed was good.

damn, wait till you watch the sequel, moonlight resonance.

it's the bomb, i tell you.

it made me cry every single episode.

goshh.

btw, i don't cry during dramas.

i need another sequel!

NEED ANOTHER SEQUEL

there are a few bitches in here.

be ready to have the urge to scratch their eyeballs out.

2008-11-09T16:34:00.000+08:00

as i'm watching my boy sleep on the couch next to me, i can't help but smile. :)

he's everything i ever wanted in a guy, and even more.

he's too tired cos he stayed till 5 am with me this morning.

but, i didn't sleep till 8 am.

i just sneezed and he woke up.

gahh.

LOL

he's gone back to sleep, that sleepy piggie. :)

he was mumbling something like, "i'm not tired anymore."

then he turned the other side and snoozed.

haha. he really is my dream come true. :)

anyways, i was studying like, 10 hours straight yesterday.

i didn't even notice. O.O

whatthehell man.

stress really overpowers fatigue.

i miss you, boo.

2008-11-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

as i lie on my bed,
wrapping my arms around my bolster.
i close my eyes,
wishing that you were closer.

i miss your scent,
ever so sweet.
i breathe in heavily,
but its' out of reach.

where are you, baby,
i need you.
come back in my arms,
i miss you, boo.

i keep wishing,
you were beside me.
but when i open my eyes,
i just sigh deeply.

my fingers misses yours,
i miss your tender touch.
where are you, baby,
i love you so much.

come closer to me,
i can't stop thinking about my boo.
i love you the most,
more than anyone before you.

i can't help but promise,
that i will never leave you.
hold me tight, baby,
tell me you miss me too.

i'm about to wipe a tear,
as it hurts when you're away.
adrian, i need you near,
"baby, come home", is what i cry and say.

xx -6.59pm, 8th november-

elaboration, forgiven.

2008-11-08T12:14:00.000+08:00

i'm currently listening to Bye Bye (remix) by mariah carey, feat. akon and lil wayne.

it strikes me that life really comes and goes.

i suffered the loss of my grandpa a couple of years back.

on his dying bed, he held my hand, telling me to fulfil his dream of me becoming a doctor.

i really want to.

but, it's beyond my capability.

it's not my interest.

what am i to do?

i miss him ever so much.

it stings.

before i wipe a tear, i want everyone to remember whoever you've lost,

to a fight, to a sickness, or by just the nature of people coming and going,

this is for the people who was just lost somebody,

you're not alone.

for those who are about to lose somebody,

hold on tight, we're there as a safety net for you to fall on when it hits.

your friends and family will be there.

this is also a good test to see which are your true friends, which aren't.

the ones that run to be your shoulder to cry on, are the ones that deserve to be the top of your list.

those who didn't give two shits about you, kick them to the sidelines, unless they have a valid reason.

to everyone out there,

remember those who has gone,

hold on to those which are still here,

and welcome the ones which are about to come.

rejoice and drown.

2008-11-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

here i am rejoicing that i finally passed my damn add maths. :D

we got back our forecast, you see.

but, that was for my second trial.

plus together, divided by two, still fail. =.=

gahh. oh well.

i'm busting my ass off, trying.

for the drowning bit, i'm drowning in the sea of things to do.

tuition after tuition.

but, all the last classes are coming.

anyways, the latest juice that i got for the day is that i realised, relationships, come and go.

just this very day, i witnessed 4 relationships breaking before my eyes.

whether it was a few weeks ago, today, or in the near future.

i won't wanna mention names here.

but, all are shockers.

never expected it to end in such a way.

some, even have such twists, which are unimaginable.

some, even form a new one among themselves.

some, even have a love triangle.

i thought the world was made for one companion EACH.

i didn't know we were suppose to share?

what happened? O.O

god knows.

it's shocking, but, reality strikes.

so, my say, is to hold on to the ones who mean the most to you while they are still there.

before it's too late.

before there's no turning back.

if you wanna make a decision, decide now.

don't hold back, or you'll definitely regret.

trust me, i went through it the hard way to end up with the right one. :)

something on my mind, bothering me.

2008-11-06T21:39:00.001+08:00

something's on my mind which has been bothering me.

i do treat my good friends as who they are meant to be.

but, am i being treated otherwise?

there's a few things which makes me feel like they are sort of using me.

one, the tips for the exams, for chem, theesy and i were running about to get the tips.

as for physics, i was the only one there.

getting it for everyone else.

also, we're gonna get the spm slip on monday.

everyone is left guessing here and there whether is it friday or whatever.

NOBODY took the initiative to just pick up the bloody phone to call.

you know what?

i asked my mum for our school's number, had to talk to the lady who didn't understand a single shit i was saying, and she told me to just come to school.

practically no help at all.

so, i took the second move to call mr. ravi and asking for his number from her.

i called him and got the answer to something that everyone left in question marks.

"when are the spm slips coming out? or is it even out yet?"

he replied, "no. it's only going to be distributed on monday."

was it THAT hard to just find out?

why must it always be me finding out all these things and let you all know?

i'm so sick of being the one to be pushed to whenever there's trouble.

even when pn karamjit and i had an arguement over sarah earlier this year, all of you had super huge mouths to bad mouth her in front of me.

some, even louder than me.

why is it when pn karamjit asked who was in favor of my suggestion, all you just kept quiet?

pushing me to fight this war alone, everytime.

i've been keeping quiet for so long.

it scars me.

now, the latest one is that pp has the tips from another source and she stays in kota damansara, you see.

she messaged me this, "woman. pp here. my dad juz caled d andrew choo tis aftnon. D tips wil arive tis sat. my dad goin to hlp u photostat. N u come my houz juz take it n tats ur's. Bt u ned to hlp others to photostat."

i was like, whatthehell.

why am i the one going all the way to her place and photostating it to everyone and distributing it?

i don't mind going all the way there and taking for my own.

but why is it that i'm like some messenger and the tips are just well, 'delivery fees'.

what am i?

i feel so used, you know.

i don't know whether am i thinking too much, or is this really happening.

whatever it is, it's stated in my mind.

weird, but, important topic to stress on.

2008-11-06T19:26:00.000+08:00

oh gosh.

NEVER IN MILLION YEARS WOULD I HAVE THOUGHT I'LL WRITE ABOUT....

the place we leave our 'belongings' to be taken away every day.

as a last minute decision arised to go to school this morning with alice to discuss our add maths papers, we met maisa. :)

as school was about to dismiss us, i really had to go.

little did i know, that the ONLY cubicle that was available, had a lil bit of poop in it.

i was like, "holy FU*K!"

but, i REALLY had to go.

no choice. :(

i held my breath and nearly suffocated in there.

this post is to remind us the importance of keeping public toilets clean.

i got a couple of pictures i took off the internet which i would like to share.

it's IMPORTANT.

i have a story about what happened if you actually broke the basic manners of this room we don't take care of at the bottom of the post.

IMPORTANT NOTICE.

YOU WOULDN'T WANT IT LOOKING LIKE THIS.

THIS GAVE ME A GOOD LAUGH. LOL

DON'T ENTER THE WRONG ONES, although i know some pervs do. =.=

i had no idea what was this for. whatever.

the whole piece of shit scene i saw this afternoon really triggered me to talk about this as this issue has been a huge problem lately.
anyways, the story.

right.

i heard, there was one time where this woman, decided to squat on the sitting toilets.

you know what, no, she didn't fall in or soaked her feet in her shit or whatever.

she broke the toilet bowl.

you know what happened?

the clay pieces went inside her vagina.

ouch.

i know girls can feel the pain by just imagining it.

sharp, big pieces of clay entering her vagina and it went in so deep, she needed to go to the hospital to get it operated out.

would you want to suffer the same fate?

if you don't like sitting toilets like me, go for the squating ones then.

i know, it smells worse, but, trust me, it's for your own safety's sake if you cannot take the fact of resting your delicate asses on the filthy rim of the toilet.

also, don't leave used sanitary pads lying around.

it's so unhygienic.

as for guys, aiming is the main problem.

they can shoot their pee all over the cubicle EXCEPT the bowl, it's sparkling clean compared to the whole toilet.

the smell of ammonia by just passing by the boy's toilet can kill any fly.

in a nutshell, personal hygiene and cleanliness is important.

for yourself, and for others.

work overpile.

2008-11-05T21:18:00.000+08:00

work has accumulated over two years for me.

i know, my bad.

but, it's too late to regret now. :/

the only thing i can do, is to work my ass off for the next couple of weeks.

i've been bursting my brains out figuring our thermochemistry for the past 3 hours, non-stop.

i decided to take some time off to relax before continuing my conquest for another 3 hours. T.T

oh goshh.

i feel like i'm bout to break down and crumble.

i'm so sleepy, i'm so tired.

i had 3 hours of bm tuition earlier this morning.

i've been feeling rather cranky nowadays. :/

maybe it's the exams affecting me.

just today, i felt the fear of it.

the fear of not being able to excel.

argghh.

it's killing me.

A change.

2008-11-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

being too long, looking at the same blog page,

i decided, to change it.

at least a lil. :)

the concept of a coffee addict still being there,

there's bound to be new stuffs in life. :)

spm in a week, haven't started one bit. :/

2008-11-03T22:09:00.000+08:00

life's gonna be soooo hectic for me tomorrow.

tuition after tuition.

plan for tomorrow.

9.30 am : up and get ready.

10.15 am : get breakfast with love.

10.30-11.55 am : study at McD with love.

12-3 pm : BM tuition at terry's with love.

3 pm : late lunch with love.

3.45 pm : back to terry's for some studying session with love.

4.15-6 pm : terry with alice.

6 pm : home, finally.

8-10 pm : continue study.

goshh. what happened to my life? T.T

2008-11-02T18:34:00.000+08:00

WOOPPPS!

i made a mistake.

it's not a tablet PC.

it's just mini PC.

oh. and i decided to sell it.

it's to no use to me.

i can sell it at cheaper price from the shelves.

not THAT much cheaper of course.

maybe 200 bucks cheaper?

that's a pretty good buy i would say, as it is BRAND NEW.

i won it from a lucky draw and i'm putting it up for sale as i myself just got one.

i'll post pictures of it soon.

keep eyes peeled if interested.

it's acer aspire one.

comes in blue.

lol.

very little do i know about electronics.

don't mind me. :)

2008-11-01T21:31:00.000+08:00

with this news being a shocker, i went for perfection's SPM seminar and came home with a new tablet PC from a lucky draw i won.

christopher was like, "okay. this person's number starts with 016."

"starts with the digit 6 and ends with the digit 5."

oh man.

was my heart racing.

after a 2 second long suspense, "valerie low.", was called.

wow. my heart practically JUMPED OUT of my rib cage.

with much joy, i walked my way up the stage and ended up having free advertisement which i didn't want.

especially not when there's over 800 people there from all over KL and selangor.

damn. i was shivering, to be honest.

but, of course, overjoyed. :D

so, after the seminar, my boy to fetch me and we went out for dinner. :)

by the time he sent me home, my feet were killing me.

it's been a really really long day.

damn. i think i should buy lottery.

magnum or toto.

my day closed with a smile. :)

2008-10-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

let me introduce this new blog site, www.acupofmyballs.blogspot.com.

this blog site is created by a bunch of scumbags to intentionally go against me.

oh wow.

using my name and my pictures huh.

why not put your own name there?

pussyfied people.

want me to put your pictures up?

stating who has a broken cock and who cannot produce cum?

ALSO, PICTURES OF THE PEOPLE YOU ARE SECRETLY CRAVING FOR?

I KNOW MORE THINGS THAN YOU THINK I DO.

don't dare me.

2008-10-24T22:22:00.000+08:00

you got the nerve to ask me why i blogged about you.

wow.

the reason why i blogged about you is because of how you treated me as a friend.

behind my back, how you backstabbed me over and over again.

to the people who doesn't understand what i'm talking about, the diva was the one who went through our mutual friend to ask why did i blog about her.

come on.

after all you've done to me, blogging doesn't even balance the crime out.

don't get all emo over something you caused.

i wouldn't have spilled all those things out if you treated me as a friend like how i treated you.

not piercing daggers through our friendship whenever i turn behind.

especially telling our mutual friend that all those never happened before.

what lies.

have you forgotten what you called our mutual friend before?

have you forgotten how you called her 'purple' and 'copycat'?

have you forgotten that you said that she FOLLOWED everything you did?

have you forgotten how much you backstabbed all your close friends?

have you forgotten how much you hated poker face, the guy with the broken cock, fattylicious and our mutual friend you call a copycat?

now, you're changing your whole story and get sympathy from them?

you are termed the diva by me because you are one.

and now, you got the bloody cheek to even question my actions?

whatthehell man.

i said before, when you backstab me, i'll make sure my counter attack will affect you more.

what goes around, comes around.

2008-10-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

i was browsing around the net one day till i found these few photos which showered pity upon my emotions.

looking at the sheer amount of animal torture cases are increasing tremendously and is taking the world by storm.

animals are one species which cannot speak for themselves or beg for forgiveness if they did something wrong.

some animals are tortured for the evil thrill of it.

some, to release rage.

these are a couple of photos i managed to get off the net to portray my meaning of, inhumane behaviour.

now, would you prefer animals in our world living like those above us, or the other set of photos i found?

you decide.

not that i'm asking everyone to go vegetarian.

but, save as many as you can. :)

it's our actions that will reflect the lives of these speechless animals.

protect them, as they can't protect themselves.

2008-10-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

we came up with a new blog site.

www.redcarpetsandspotlights00@blogspot.com

i will no longer blog about people here.

it will continue on from there.

we created a new blog site because i was the only one blogging when information were being poured to my feet.

now, we blog as one. :)

2008-10-22T05:56:00.000+08:00

oh dear, oh my.

the amount of people ordering me to blog about these people seems to be increasing by the day.

has anyone ever wondered why are these people causing so much hatred?

well, i'll leave it to my blog which are based on the information being poured to me by various sources as they all want the world to see what kind of people they are.

oh well.

anyways, i recieved news that these group of people actually goes to people's blogs to spam.

they go in a group of 3-4 people.

they will spam the comments or c box anonymously as they are cowards and not want to be identified.

one of them will pose as a 'good blog reader' which agrees on the blogger while the others will actually bitch about the blogger and the 'good blog reader which agrees'.

apparently, the 'good blog reader' is usually the solo girl in the group.

whether or not she's flying solo in the group, i'll soon find out.

but, how old are these people to come up with these kind of dumb plan, you ask?

well, they're all 17.

all plussed together and you'll get above 50.

who on earth above 50 will do such an immature act?

besides, their brains are old enough to know how to act by themselves without being influenced by others if they didn't want to do it.

but, anyways, the point is, who will actuallythink of that?

i didn't.

i got to know that they've been doing this for a very long time and they actually plan it in school. -.-

so free huh.

they've spammed people from our school's blog which they call, 'gay fag'.

he's a guy from our school and they spammed his blog, anonymously, AGAIN.

come on.

we know who you are.

don't be such cowards, can you?

be bold and brave enough to admit it's you if you got the guts to do it.

immaturity is what i see.

also, i came to know about the fact that they hate each other!

how is that possible?

they were bitching about one another at one point, and at the same time, they're BFFs. O.o i heard it with my own ears, too.

what loyal friends. :)

the poker face was saying how much he hates the diva and now he has feelings for her?

the diva said how much she found the guy with broken cock annoying and now they're getting all touchy in school?

surprise surprise, people.

miracles DO happen.

or, maybe, just wolves in sheeps' clothing.

we will never know.

it's just an act of their nature where normal people like you and i will never understand. :)

2008-10-21T20:16:00.000+08:00

okay. where do i start?

i just recieved breaking news about the guy with the broken cock.

apparently, he doesn't only have dick problem, he also has face problem. *gasp*

(from the other people which hates him)

oh yeah.

last year, the whole form hated him and they were calling him the "D.O.G of (guy's name)"

to my dismay, i wasn't allowed to reveal the guy's name because it will reveal my source.

they also said that he has face problem and his attitude is soooo wannabe-ish.

his first girlfriend, also from our school, only lasted for a few days.

how sad.

the second girl which he likes, which is in the same form as us, kept running away from him because of his annoying attitude and face problem.

his nickname for her was, 'gorgeous'.

but, she practically wanted to gorge her eyes out whenever she saw him.

the girls that he's after is always running away from him because he comes up with lame jokes.

let me give you two examples.

one which i witnessed myself, one more my friend witnessed.

first, the joke started with the diva saying that she has a gap in her teeth.

i'm sure you can never imagine what was his answer.

"huh? gap ah? why not armani?"

what he was trying to say was, GAP BRAND. AND ARMANI BRAND.

how lame can that be?

secondly, was when the girl that he liked second said, "H.E.L.L.O!" to me a couple of days back.

she spelled it out for the fun of it.

i was just about to reply her greet till he came next to me and said, "HELL-O? WHY NOT MILO-O? WHY NOT KOPI-O? TEH-O?"

I WAS LIKE, O.O

that was the lamest shit i've ever heard.

who would've have ever thought about that?

the girl rolled her eyes with her disgusted face and walked back to her class.

OHMYGOD man.

i told you damn alot of people hate him.

the girl that he liked so much actually called him retarded and annoying. O.O

wow. tell me bout brutality, people.

the cold hard truth.

and yet, he can still walk around with head high as though he has a list of friends which can never end.

gosh. ever wondered why the girl you like from form3 right now doesn't like you?

let me give you a tip.

she's in love with my best friend from DJ. :)

what a great choice.

the diva and the poker face were once rivals with each other and also with this guy with the broken cock.

the nickname for this guy from those two people when they were bitching abot him was, "OX."

bet you didn't know that. :)

go ahead, ask them.

the poker face nicknamed the diva, "CROW."

cos he hated her like crazy.

apparently, zu yeen was called,"giraffe ." by this poker face.

pau ping was, "sungei wang plaza."

the name sungei wang plaza was given because they said she was lala.

which is very offensive to those people from there, you see.

anyways, i forgotten one thing.

i remember that someone told me before that the diva had her face smashed on this guy's ass before.

and, ahem, let's say that guy is blessed generously with great proportions.

she was walking up the stairs when he suddenly stopped and she just smashed right in his ass.

oh man.

you have no idea how much we laughed when we heard it.

she had this crush.

scratch that. CRUSHES.

from all over.

god knows how many.

even in our class itself, she's surrounded by 5 guys and she's solo.

wow. shall i say, it's a good thing or a bad thing?

shall i say that she's famous or she's cheap?

you do the judgement. :)

anyways, i'm off to study for my chem and physics paper tomorrow.

i will update whenever i have anything new.

cheers.

2008-10-20T22:36:00.000+08:00

let me clarify myself.

the people which read my blog varies from the person i'm talking about, their friends, their enemies, random strangers and even the school authority.

there are three different responses which i will get from the people who read my blog.

the first would be the people who will think that it's such a funny thing to read about the way i express these people.

the second would be the people who will think i'm just plain mean.

the third would be the people who are just passers by which just read for the fun of reading it.

let me start with the group which thinks that this blog is funny and resembles a blockbuster.

i'm glad you enjoy the entertainment that i'm bringing to the world.

but, i've no intention to mean it that way.

i'm just speaking my mind.

secondly, the group which thinks this is plain mean.

let me tell you one thing about of me that a hell lot of people do not know about.

me, i'm the kind of person which speaks my mind.

i'm the kind of person which ensures justice is served.

i'm the kind of person which takes revenge to a whole new level.

i'm the kind of person which can be mean to the people which are mean to me.

i'm the kind of person which can love the people that love me like the rainbow which are desired by the world.

i can hate someone like how adam hates the snake that lured him to eat that apple.

this second group of people thinks that i'm so mean to bitch about them in this way.

such a cruel way to pass on this message.

the only people who knows me are my best mates and my boy.

now, without emotions overwhelming me, i shall lie it all for the world to see to make things clear.

you all keep questioning, "why is this girl so mean?"

let me give you another question which is even better, "what did these people do to her?"

there's a reason behind every doing.

i'm not that free to talk random stuff about all these people.

it's cos they treated me the worse anybody possibly can.

i treated them like my friends and they pushed the wrong button.

we were best friends.

why are things in this manner now?

it's because you all didn't see that our friendship actually meant something to me.

the fact that you took it for granted and turned against me triggered my anger.

i admit, i'm a short tempered person.

the fact is that, you can't take friends for granted after all they've done for you.

another question may arise in the minds of others, "how can she be so cold-hearted?"
let me answer that question without hesitating.

it's cos they were cold-hearted to me.

i'm not those kind of people which sit there and let people step all over me and keep quiet.

i'm the kind of person which will stand up for what i know is right.

mark that.

not what i THINK is right.

it's what i KNOW is right.

i won't argue when i'm in the wrong.

let me ask all the audience of my blog.

what would YOU do when the person you trust the most has been betraying you all along and taking your friendship for granted?

i know some of you will say just let it be.

some of you will say you'll cry to sleep.

some of you will get into a rage like me but keep it to yourself.

some of you will feel a piece of your heart get ripped out of our chest but plaster a smile on your face to hide it from the world.

but, let me tell you, there's a group of people which will let out all emotions through their blogs.

it works that way for me.

i feel so used.

i feel so full of rage.

i feel so taken for granted as a friend.

i feel so stupid for trusting these people which are like wolves in sheeps' clothing.

i feel so blinded by the lies and deceit they shower upon me.

have you ever wondered how i'm suppose to take all this?

have you ever wondered that all my doings are cause of yours?

have you ever wondered why god has allowed this to happen and not punish me?

it's because YOU have hurt me and that i need to do something about it.

i won't sit here and cry.

i won't hit myself for being so stupid.

i won't sleep on a wet pillow every night.

i won't treat innocent people as punching bags to release my rage.

i will say what i know is right and to warn and ensure that other people will be aware of these people and STAY AWAY AND BE CAREFUL when it comes to choosing friends.

it's gonna be a hard process, trust me.

but, it'll all pay off when you realise that person which you're not trusting now eventually betrays you or someone else.

you'll be thankful that you didn't share your secrets with that person or loved that person so much as a great friend.

build a steel frame.

not a steel heart.

the person that betrays you can be anywhere.

they can be the one that lives under the same roof as you, they can be the one sitting next to you in class, or even the ones who claims you're their BFF.

mark my word, be aware.

my rage erupted when they took my friendship for granted.

i trusted you.

if you can be so mean to me, why can't i?

it's not justice if you can do something i can't.

it still comes down to the fact that we're all human.

we may not live in a fair world.

but, one must do anything they can to ensure that justice is served.

in a nutshell, i'm not here to insult and criticise these people for the fun of it.

it's cos you marked such a great scar in my heart when i trusted you as such a great friend.

we may have known each other for years.

we may have taken snapshots together.

we may have shared a laugh together.

we may have sat right beside each other for the whole year.

we may have just smiled at each other.

it still comes down to the word, friendship.

that word means alot to me.

if you knew the meaning of it, you wouldn't have betrayed me.

never once have i lied to you.

i've seen friendships come and go.

i've seen friendships boil and fade.

i've seen friendships go from sweet to bitter.

i've seen friendships go from bitter to sweet.

i've been through all this.

maybe you haven't, but, i thought you were a friend.

until you clarified to me that i was the dumb one all along to believe that you can be trusted.

it's alright.

i know it now.

i'm not angry.

i'm not crying.

i'm utterly, disappointed.

disappointed that people still take friendships for granted.

i guess, it's a dog eat dog world out there.

it's either you be the bully or be the bullied.

once you're soft, you're a goner.

build up, people.

these people can be your brother from another mother one day, and hell's brother the next day.

they can twist and turn their story to blame it on you instead.

take my blog for example.

from posts which serves justice and being the victim of a friendship betrayal, to posts which portray a mean, person which bitches about people for the fun of it.

how does this happen?

it's because these people which betray me put it in their way and manipulate the minds of others to believe that i'm accusing them.

i'm insulting them.

i'm bringing sorrow to their lives cos i'm too free.

please, i've got better things to do in my life than to talk about every tom, dick and harry in my life.

it's those who planted a bomb in it which i talk about.

i hope i made myself fair and clear about why i've been writing posts like this.

learn from this, people.

i went through it the hard way.

take care.

2008-10-18T20:07:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodness.

i'm getting information pouring to my doorstep about this group of people.

let me write whatever that was given to me.

but, first, let me categorise these cases according to the people which are involved.

the guy with the broken cock is the one i've been talking about in the previous post about being an asshole which thinks he's too smart to be true.

the one with the poker face is the one which broke his arm and betrayed many friendships.

the diva which is a female version of the male poker face which also betrayed many friendships.

the wannabe which is one guy which is newly introduced to my blog contents. there's not much to say about him.

case 1: the guy with a broken cock got slapped by one of our notorious guys in school back in form2 until he cried! tell me about being a pussified male.

case 2: the one with the poker face actually betrayed his BEST friend just to get a girl! what kind of friend is this?

case 3: he called his best friend a brother from a different mother and also, begging him to introduce friends to him cos he's so lonely with no friends. ohmygod. how desperate is that.

case 4: the diva decided to end a friendship with another one of her best friend causing her so much misery for nothing. she trusted you so much.

case 5: the diva decided to betray her friendship with me after all that i've done for her.

case 6: the diva has feelings for so damn many guys and she even got jealous when her ex went for alice. o.O so what if he did like her? why so desperate?

case 7: the wannabe STARES at theesy during the exam. for god knows what reason.

case 8: I KNOW ALL OF YOU GANG UP TO SPAM PEOPLE'S BLOG. SO CHILDISH AND LAME. DON'T YOU HAVE ANYTHING BETTER TO DO THAN TO SPAM PEOPLE'S BLOG? MAYBE YOU ALL SINGLE AND NOTHING BETTER TO DO. OH WELL. :)

oh. i got a special request to be entered into my post.

this is from a friend ON POKER FACE.

case 9: A GUY ALSO CANNOT PRODUCE SPERM. apparently, he told my friend that no matter how hard he tries to masturbate, sperm doesn't come out. HOW SAD.

if the guy with the broken cock was all so smart, why did he drop one class? :)

2008-10-18T15:59:00.001+08:00

FUNNY FUNNY.

people can leave spamming comments here but got no guts to leave their name.

i wonder why.

eh. you keep your shit to yourself la.

i didn't ask you to come to my blog.

if it's such an eyesore, then don't come then.

you leave a shit trail on my blog anyway.

don't be such a pussy to comment anonymously.

what i do, has got no shits to do with you.

i don't even know whether you're a male or a female.

at least own up to it la.

coward.

you don't like this blog, FUCKING STAY OUT OF IT.

i don't need you to read it.

and besides, i can predict who you are.

SOHAI which has a broken dick.

you fell off the bike and 3/4 of it came out huh.

oh nooo. i wonder when will you ever be able to celebrate father's day then.

such a pity.

why don't you tell the whole world about it then?

why are you keeping it to yourself?

hoping people wouldn't know that you have a 3 inch cock is it?

oh man. i don't even know how to express how much misery you're undergoing.

i didn't say my laptop is the latest, but i can tell you i'm proud of it.

i'm happy with what i got.

the way i wrote about my notebook is just how i express it.

i never said it was, 'geng chau' like how the spammer expressed it.

maybe to you, my english is that good to express such a normal thing in such a way.

it's such basic english and yet you misinterpret the whole thing. aww. boohoo.

such pity. it's alright if you don't understand.

maybe you don't understand the meaning of matte and glossing.

IT'S JUST NORMAL WORDS.

when did i ever say it was almighty.

if i did, FIND IT IN MY BLOG AND GIVE IT TO ME, asshole.

if i didn't, mind your own business and stay out of mine, you pussy.

as i said, you don't have to come here to read my blog if you find it offensive in any way.

GET OUT.

i don't welcome people like you here.

as i said in my blog.

those who wanna read, just read.

don't leave shit trails here.

i'm not cancelling my comments page cos 'i have no balls', ( i don't have them anyway) according to the spammer.

it's cos, my comments page are for DECENT comments.

not some vulgar prejudice comments.

since people can be so barbaric and uncivilised nowadays, i guess i have not much of a choice to cancel it off.

lame people.

for your information, I DON'T PHOTOSHOP MY PICTURES TO MAKE ME LOOK SLIMMER LA.

WHATTHEHELL.

i photoshop for the fun of it.

you can take it as my pictures make me look whatever size you like.

IT'S SUBJECTIVE TO PEOPLE.

you can say whatever you want.

sticks and stones may break my bones, but your words will never hurt me.

but, i got my conscience clear.

obviously, you don't, bitch.

2008-10-17T23:49:00.000+08:00

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting.
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start
Oh, but hold your breath

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you's impossible to find
You're impossible to find

the song which brings a smile across my face. :)

this song is the ultimate song to drench a girl's heart off her unhappiness.

well, it definitely worked for me.

but, is love always there for the world to see?

or is it needing to be mentioned in order to be done?

is that sincerity or is that just following requests?

must love be continuing it's conquest to fight for the perfect one or just live with what it has?

so many questions to be answered.

never one is replied after years of pleading.

truth is, there never will ba an answer to all these questions.

it's very subjective.

i do love you too much to describe.

but, is it cos of what you're doing which i told you i like?

sigh.

what am i to do?

2008-10-16T16:27:00.001+08:00

i would call my life pretty worked up lately.

but, it hasn't been treating me that badly as well. :)

blessed with the craziest besties, the supportive and generous family, and my ever loving boyfriend. <3

although life has been pretty tough for me cos of my exams, i'm trying hard to succeed.

what you reap is what you sow, peeps.

anyways, based on my previous post, i said that there's this thing that's crawling out of my sleeves, remember?

yeah.

what i wanted to talk about was these two people which has disappointed me greatly.

i treated the two of you so well when you needed someone there.

what did you do?

you insulted me like i was worthless.

let me start with the girl.

you had a really bad tummy ache one fine day when we were having PJ.

we were all by the field, taking turns to play badminton.

you were seated somewhere away from us, all by yourself.

it's cos you were really having a bad tummy ache.

who was the one who actually went there when no one else cared?

it was me, *how i wish i can state the name here*

you were sweating and crying.

i was the one there to try my hardest to comfort you.

i was being a good friend.

how did you treat me in return?

you backstabbed me.

no one else even cared about you sitting there.

did you know that there were even some of them who told me not to care, but i insisted on seeing how you're doing?

it's cos i was worried about you.

it's cos i treated you as a good friend.

without knowing i was being so stupid to not see that you were that kind of person.

the guy's even worse.

he broke his arm due to some accident that occured in school one fine day as well.

he broke his right arm.

his arm which he uses to write.

for the next couple of days, he had real difficulty in writing.

but, the very next day, when the wound was still fresh, our malay teacher wanted us to copy down a whole chalkboard full of literature components for revision.

trust me, it was ALOT.

but, after i finished writing my copy, i looked behind to see how he was doing.

cos i cared, *i also wish to put his name here*

i was being a good friend again.

he didn't even finish one paragraph yet due to his injured arm.

his friends beside him didn't even offer help.

i did.

i walked to the back of the class and took his book and pen to copy everything down for him.

i thought he was gonna appreciate it.

the next thing i know, i just heard that, when i helped him out and his friends were asking him why he let me do so, cos it's so mean, did you know what he replied?

"let her take only la. she wanna do ma. let her do la. i didn't ask her to do also."
but in front of me, "oh, you don't have to, val. it's alright one."
hey, i've known you since standard six.

i was being nice to you.

not only that, you insulted me too.

god knows, you know.

how would you treat a friend that treats you so well like this?

you're biting the hand that feeds you.

bagai kacang lupakan kulit.

2008-10-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

today is the very first birthday for my new notebook, the ASUS F80.

glossing its way to elegance, glowing in charcoal black, with a fine texture to its proud, matte skin.

my dad actually made the decision to get this for me before i even saw it. -.-

that was a shocker cos i haven't even seen it yet, how would he know that i'll like it?

well well there, my dad was right. :)

this set didn't only consist of the notebook.

it came with 2 bags. one sling and a backpack, a microsoft student and home edition, an optical mouse, some DVD ram thing, and nevertheless, a pair of sexy back hang headphones (which comes with a change of colours of yellow, black and GREEN*WHICH I'M DEFINITELY NOT GONNA USE*). ;)

me like. :DD

it's waterproof by the way. :)

limit to within 50 millilitres of water, of course.

apparently, i really thin sheet of steel was placed right below the keyboard bed to keep water from interacting with the electronics.

blah blah. either way, for the price we got it for, it's all well worth it. :)

i wanted to get a white macbook.

but, the guy from mac city, one utama, told my dad and i that the format of the microsoft office thingy was different with mac.

in order to get the one that most computers have, it's an additional 700 to just purchase that software. O.O

mind boggling.

oh well.

for what i got today, it's all mine baby. :D

mine mine mine!

ngeh.

today's a happy post. :)

let's see about tomorrow.

oh yeah.

tsk tsk. i got stories up my sleeve urging to crawl out. ;)

it'll come out tomorrow if i have time off from the 4 hours of chem tuition.

OH YEAH. my cousin says my eye bags and dark circles can practically cover my eyes now.

SHE'S EXAGGERATING, OF COURSE.

I'M NO MATA SEPET.

it's cos i've been waking up at 3 to study every single morning after sleeping at like, 1 something.

every single night, man.

no shits.

it's cos of the crazy ass trials that are still going on in my school.

damn. non stop exams till december, peeps.

it's gonna be crazy from now.

best wishes. :)

2008-10-11T12:13:00.000+08:00

for those who read me previous post, it was about these couple of people who has been the target of, not only my group, but to my surprise, other groups AS WELL.

the latest news that i heard, really does justify my judgement of these two people.

let me see where to start.

the male or the female?

the bitch or the asshole?

let's follow the good ol', "ladies comes first." :)

what is there to add on to her list of problems?

PLENTY.

i told her so called BFF WHO STOLE HER ''BOYFRIEND'' AWAY.

well, her reaction wasn't an angry one.

she ended up laughing by the way.

she was shocked to hear the same thing.

"she said you stole her boyfriend."

"WHAT?! SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND MEH?!"

well, looky looky here, looks like we're not the only ones who tumbled off the board, get in the state of shock or got weak in the knees.

that only proves that it's a stated fact that it is so damn hard to believe that she had one.

i don't mean to be mean, but, ahem, ''love is blind'', people.

it brings a miserable tear at the corner of my left eye.

just a teeny lil drop. :')

lemme leak a lil of the excess information i got.

i'm not suppose to leak it out here.

but, i'm entitled to give a sneak peak.

i'm gonna leave it in points.

friendship. pity. lies.

she had a whole class hating her when she was in form3.

THE WHOLE ENTIRE CLASS.

that is pretty amusing.

let me tell you why.

she lies, cheats and is just a plain eye sore.

otherwise, how else can she make the whole entire class hate her?

i've been her good friend before.

i know her twists and turns.

i'm not a stranger overlooking this matter.

i was a victim of this criminal's offences.

i know how it feels like to be under her spell and to believe whatever she says.

my blog is not to criticise her fatness or how much her taste sucks or even how much she is a cheat or how much she tries to act cute.

it's to warn the other people out there to not fall for her evil scam.

i don't pity her for being the topic of the day under the bitches category.

i pity her friends around her which are being with her.

what a shame.

she's a liar.

yet, her friends go to the extend of pitying her to stay by her side.

why must you all pity someone not worth pitying?

why must you treat someone that hasn't even learnt from her mistake after so many years another chance?

when someone doesn't change after so many years and after losing so many friends, she'll never change.

remember that.

she lied to ALL OF US BEFORE.

every single one of us.

why must we trust this cheat which lives among us?

she backstabs her friends as though we're some dummy sitting there.

emotionless.

cold hearted bitch, indeed.

you didn't only lie, you didn't own up to your mistakes after you commited them.

as some of you all know, i argued with theesigan like some world war2 remake.

it was HAVOC AND PURE CHAOS.

there were table banging, flowery words lying, finger pointing and everything you can possibly think of.

i can be pretty violent too, when i'm angry.

you can ask my mates or my boy. :)

but, now, i call him my brother.

you know why?

we both apologised and covered it up.

the reason why we're not in good terms with this girl is because she NEVER OWNED UP TO HER MISTAKES.

she got the guts to tell me,"my mum wanted to report to the police about your blog (about a post a long long time ago. try tracking back to the post about her. it's in green.)

i really should've told her.

"GO AHEAD. please do so. the police force in our country is busier than how you make it seem. just over such a small thing, you wanna cry to mummy? can't even settle it on your own. what a pussy. got the guts to do it, get the fucking guts to face it and settle it yourself. why are you so scared? it's cos you're as guilty as it gets. i even gave you time to explain to me and clarify to me why did you lie. what did you reply? "i can't explain that." look who's lying now?"

i gave her so damn long to explain.

she told me she couldn't.

there were other witnesses there.

you can ask alice if you claim i'm lying.

everything written in here, every word, every term, are pure honesty.

if you don't think it's real, shut this page right now.

don't bother reading it if you don't believe the contents.

i'm not that free to come up with fake stories to frame people.

i criticise people from what i see.

as for the male, the asshole, i got the latest news.

there were this group of form4 boys bitching about him by the bus lay-by after school.

they were saying the EXACT same thing i said about him.

thinking he's so smart.

criticising people as though they're so stupid.

firstly, what has other people's way of studying got to do with you?

secondly, you actually called this a 'smart statement'. o.O

that's the gay-est thing i've heard.

let me re-educate you.

it's called, 'busy body.'

if you can comment on other people, insulting them.

saying, "if you were to be so scared, you should've gotten ready from the start."

IF YOU ARE SO READY, WHY THE HELL DID YOU BRING YOUR PHONE INSIDE TO TEXT YOUR FRIEND? IF YOU'RE SO CONFIDENT, DON'T BOTHER LOOKING AT THE QUESTION PAPER BEFORE IT CAME. DON'T RELY ON YOUR FRIENDS.

YOU EVEN FAXED THE DAMN PAPER AROUND TO GET HOLD OF THE QUESTIONS BEFORE WE SAT FOR IT.

you are such a KIASU PUSSY.

i will attach a photo i found later.

there's something with blogspot.

you're such a wannabe, the group you keep trying to get into, never wanted you there in the first place.

don't try so hard to get friends la.

so cheap.

of course, they never told you.

but, i know.

they said you're such a wannabe.

EVEN THEY CAN SAY IT.

look at yourself in the mirror.

don't be like johnny bravo thinking he's so hot as soon as he looks in the mirror.

it's just lame.

you're one man, who is just full of words coming out of your mouth with no action.

in cantonese, "DAI CHEK KONG."

in english, "big mouth with no handwork."

you call this a man?

i remember there was one day during the exams, you took my seat.

you can even order me to get my own chair at the other side of the room.

how rude can you get?

you weren't taught to be a gentleman, i guess.

oh yeah.

maybe you're not.

since i know about your accident you had when you were smaller.

how it actually affected your lil soldier down there.

OOPSIE. WHAT A MAJOR BOO BOO! :/

now, it's bent, isn't it?

oh dearr. guess it's too much information.

one more thing.

you're DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH THIS GIRL who is DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH MY BEST FRIEND.

oh mann. that is just plain, sad.

maybe you should reflect yourself.

your irritable, busy body, big, smelly mouth behaviour and your 'handsome' (emphasise on the inverted commas please) looks.

i will update more on these two people when i get more information.

i never stated names.

but, if you're guilty concious, good for you. :)

2008-10-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

after much awaited drama delay, drama is occuring in this mini community of 5 siantan, again.

of course, it triggered when those people actually had the papers at hand and ended up getting all A's for their papers which they usually do ever so badly in.

exactly how do they expect themselves to do well in the coming exams when they were just relying on this "tips" from the other schools just cause it's set by the JPS?

to be precise, it's not just, ''tips'', it's the whole god damned paper.

mind me.

cause the sudden change in results is so fucking obvious, all the teachers knew.

therefore, the school came up with a plan which is not that great as well.

but, better.

it was announced earlier this morning that the form5s would have to sit for the school trial papers next week for the science and maths subjects.

damn.

it was scheduled for the end of the month.

god knows why they brought it forward to next week.

plus, under such SHORT NOTICE.

well, the main reason why i'm blogging about this drama is because the heat is getting more intense.

not only between me and another asshole.

it's other things happening around which i will only bring up some.

plus, of course, i will not reveal my sources.

there's this asshole, you see, among us.

who lives as a wannabe and EVERYONE hates him.

EVEN HIS SO-CALLED ''Best Friends Forever'' hates the shits out of him.

wow. what loyalty in these friendships, aye? :)

he thinks he's damn hot.

he thinks he's a genius telling people off, not knowing that the people he's close to, are all talking bad behind his back.

how can someone be so blind, you ask?

well, the thing is, he doesn't have many friends our age.

he relies on people from form3 or form4 and they're his utmost closest buddies.

the thing i hate most about this ass is that he insults people when they didn't do shits to him and he thinks it's damn funny.

nevertheless, no one ends up laughing.

who on earth actually says, "ah ya. then become 60 edi lo lidet." when we were given bonus marks for one paper.

he made it sound as though, "oh, i don't need those few miserable marks. such a waste of time."

such a shame.

and so what if i wanna start studying now?

so what if i was complaining about the fact that the school trials are being brought forward within such a short notice?

first of all, i wasn't even talking to you, why the hell must you evesdrop and interrupt in such a rude manner?

i was talking to a teacher, for christ's sake.

secondly, what has me studying now or not got to do with you?

i wasn't the one taking the handphone into the exam hall to text your friend next to you and exchange answers.

don't tell me, "you should've been ready for it and it's no point being scared now."

I WASN'T THE ONE WHO CHICKENED OUT AND TOOK THE BLOODY PHONE INSIDE LA.

you should be thankful i did not tell on you there and then.

they all brought papers inside, brought phones inside, MEMORISED the paper BEFORE the paper just so they can get the absolutely awesome forecast results.

did you know, that when you've been getting 9Gs for almost 2 years, and suddenly get 90 is such an obvious cheat?

i guess not.

especially fattylicious.

the teachers know.

we didn't have to tell them, THEY TOLD US.

so, don't go round telling people we told on you.

you made it too obvious.

ohmygod la.

if you wanna copy, copy smartly la.

it's such a stupid way of getting caught.

suits you. :)

i'm sure you didn't suspect the person you trusted in telling all your ''BOYFRIEND'' problems too will actually tell on you.

haha. surprise surprise, people. ;)

i know alot more than you give me credit for.

even after we were no longer friends, i still have sources spilling information to me.

well, it's obvious we're not the only ones that are against you.

if not, why would they actually tell all the things you told them, right?

now, where shall i begin.

ah, yess.

''BOYFRIEND'' issues.

you should've seen theesy's, alice's, pau ping's and my reaction when we heard it.

let me demonstrate.

THEESY : OHMYGODDD! *lost balance, tumbled and hit the chalkboard* WHO THE HELL WANTS TO BE HER BOYFRIEND, MAN?!!

ALICE AND PAU PING : BOYFRIEND ISSUES?! SHE HAS A BOYFRIEND??!*state of shock*

VAL : WHAT THE HELL?! *weak in the knees*

ALL FOUR OF US AFTER 5 SECONDS : LAUGHS OUT LOUD. as in, VERY LOUD.

apparently, the story goes, like this.

she was emo one day. (oh BOOHOO!)

SHE'S ALWAYS EMO, ANYWAY.

apparently, ALSO because of boyfriend problems.

oh scratch that. boyfriendS with a BIG S, please.

plural, not singular.

multiple, not uno.

in total, THREE.

that was the funniest bit.

she told "source" that guy A likes her as well.

BUT, this ''BEST FRIEND'' of hers appeared to STEAL him away from her.

LMAO.

WE WERE REALLY LAUGHING OUR ASSES OFF.

oh, to top it all off, SHE CRIED LIKE CRAZY TO THE SOURCE, claiming, "OH! I LIKE HIM SO SO MUCH! HOW CAN SHE DO THIS TO ME?!! SHE'S SUPPOSE TO BE MY BEST FRIEND AND SHE KNOWS THAT I LIKE HIM SO MUCH! WHY MUST SHE BETRAY ME LIKE THIS AND STEAL HIM AWAY FROM ME??! HE LIKES ME AS MUCH AS I LIKE HIM AND SHE MUST SUDDENLY APPEAR TO TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME! EVERYTHING WAS GOING SO WELL AND PERFECT BETWEEN US AND SHE RUINED EVERYTHING!!"

she even asked him to prom.

and HE REJECTED.

lmao.

SO IN-THE-FACE.

OHGOSHH.

i didn't know girls ask guys to prom these days. O.O

HE NEVER LIKED HER.

BUT SHE CLAIMS HE DID. WOW.

well, i guess desperate times, call for desperate measures.

she claims that guy B and C also have MAJOR crushes on her.

she said that guy C actually asked her to couple with him but SHE REJECTED him.

guy B on the other hand, whom she claim is ''SOOOOO SUPER HOT AND SEXY!"

AS I SAID, SO SHE CLAIMS, likes her as well.

when i went and see how he looks like, i nearly puked my last night's dinner out.

also, my eyes needed optrex or eye mo. (eye wash)

or possibly, DETTOL, for my screen contamination.

there's obviously something wrong with her taste in men.

the previous guy she thought was hot is from our school.

let me give you a hint.

everyone calls him, crayon shin chan.

for those of you who have no idea who is this crayon man, here he is.

she finds this man, ever so hot, and the hottest guy she's ever seen.

also, the most macho guy.

for a real guy who looks like him, everyone is entitled to have a wild imaginition on how HOT he looks. :)

apparently, she hasn't been attending school because she's afraid of us?

OH MY DEAR LITTLE ONE, THOU SHALT NOT FEAR. :)

WE WON'T BITE.

if you're so INNOCENT and free of guilt, you wouldn't be afraid now, would you?

you even got other people believing your crocodile tears and falling for your dumb tricks.

to this one person who asked me to FUCK OFF just cause you heard HER story, haha, well, you just fell for her crocodile tears then. :)

not my problem when you are the one being termed the dumb one who fell for it.

you got the nerve to ask me to fuck off when this has got nothing to do with you?

DID I EVER MENTION YOUR NAME IN MY POST, BITCH?

mind your own business AND STAY OUT OF MINE.

i don't need you to tell me what to do.

you wanna believe her, that's your fucking problem.

don't come running to me telling me to fuck off when you have totally no connection to this.

stay out of it.

you wanna read the post, read it.

you wanna enjoy the fun, enjoy it.

you wanna pity her, go ahead.

BUT, DON'T EVER COME TELLING ME TO FUCK OFF WHEN YOU ARE NOBODY.

as for the others, i got nothing against them.

i got my conscience clear.

have you?

2008-10-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

DAMN. it took me SUCH A LONG TIME TO BLOG.

it took me such a long time to get on my ass to blog.

trials just ended a couple of days ago, and i can tell you, it was BAEEEDD!

every night, i would have to wake up around 3 plus to get my studying going.

my boy wakes me up to study every morning and he stays up to accompany me. :')

he even goes to school to accompany me although he doesn't have a paper on that day.

super sweetheart. :))

nevertheless, it still turned out bad.

arghh. whatever la.

it's over already anyways.

know what? my parents want me to study 6 hours a day EXCLUDING tuition hours.

i was like, O.O

but, there's not much time left anyways, aye?

the trials was very unfair to alot of people, take me for instance.

it's cos we didn't have to paper whereas ALOT of people had THE WHOLE ANSWER AND QUESTION SHEET, SWINGING IT HIGH IN THE AIR AS THOUGH IT WAS SOME HARD-EARNED TROPHY.

but, have they ever thought about what's gonna happen during SPM?

whether you'll be able to get the exact same questions and answers and just memorize them?

that's gonna be a major, major problem, peeps.

this happened because the government had to be so smart to not have fixed a certain time for the paper and every school has different times.

that's where the papers get passed around and photocopied like nobody's business.

well, my tight mates and i, went through it together, with no swinging paper at hand.

it's alright. :)

we had a blast when we went out the next day itself. :DD

we went to mid valley.

alice and i went to ou first then my boy picked us up and drove there.

man, we were there for so many hours, my heels were burning beneath the soles of my dear feet.

it was utterly dreadful. :/

no pain, no gain, eh.

alice felt my pain that day.

as she suffered the same fate as i did.

you see, alice is already tall, when she wears heels, she towers over me. LOL

argghh. nevermind that. :)

theesy, alice, zu and valerie. :)

although i didn't get to take a picture with my boy on that lovely day, he was there for me when i needed support from the painful heels.

he never left or complained. ;)

after that, my boy and i webbied online and it lasted for HOURSSSS. :D

once again, as long as i find him hot. :))

that's all that matters.

P.S i was lying down and holding on to my headphones okay. quit laughing. blek.
he gave me this rose on one day and it was by surprise. :)

it's been a long time since i blogged, so, i can't remember when and i'm too lazy to check my phone details.

this was how it looked like on the first day. (above)

and this was how it looked like a couple of days later. :)

still pretty fresh.

these two little menaces which were running around my aunt's house.

goshh.

never knew kids can have such great stamina.

i underestimated it.

LOL.

this is what zu does during free time in exams.

she shoved it to me, so, i decided to put it here since it deserves some publicity.

LOL. ORGYLICIOUS BABEHH. xD

this is another random thing i found from my friend, zara.

no, not the shop zara.

this girl i know from chem class.

i guess she's obsessed with battie till she's willing to give up her one buck just for this.

maybe she should be sent to ISA for distorting the government's money.

LOL.

my new lil handy thingy. :P

i'm pretty sure my next post will be about my results. :/

heads up, mates.

life's been awesome. :))

tough, but, pulling through.

i love my people around me.

i love you, adrian yap. :))

ever so much. <33

P.S OH YEAH. SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO ALICE'S MUM. :HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AUNTIE.

lmao.

random words of the day : mass orgy!